Kathy
I have suffered from manic depression/bipolar for a long time. I was compelled to respond when I saw that even though your husband is suffering, he has been able to maintain a family relationship. So many of us lose those we love because the illness is so hard to live with and witness. You and your husband sound like you are maintaining your life and following a good plan for health. All I can offer is to enjoy those times when the depression ebbs and cherish the good times. The depression comes at no fault to anyone and sometimes the only way I survive is remembering the good times I have when I feel well. I take pictures and keep a journal. When the depression robs me of my will of carry on, I drag out my journals and pictures and see that life really will get better if I just hang in there with the medication and daily regime for health. I must go into the hospital about once a year for medication and personal evaluation. With support from friends and family, and my own continued dedication to doing the best that I possibly can, life is good. A strong spiritual life is valuable also, so many times we veer away from organized religion and find our own path in faith. The important thing is the path and staying focused on our significance to ourselves and those we love. Good luck and God bless you..