Debi
Please tell your Mom or another adult that you trust so they can do something to help you.There are so many things available that can help depression. It gets worse if you try to go through it alone especially at your age.Please let your mom help.I am the mom of a 13 yr old who has had some tough health problems in the past couple of years so I know how easily it is to be depressed when you are in pain. I hope this helps you.