lynne
Hi, So sorry to hear about what you are going through, I know this wont solve your problem, but you are not alone, what you wrote could have come directly from me because I am going through the same thing. Unfortunately I have had this problem for 3o years and have ptsd, I am no longer able to work and only leave the house to see docs (depressing!!!) of course it has effected my health by this time. You mentioned you have been to 12 step inpatient treatment - I'm sorry you dont find this helpful or believe in it - I struggle with it because it deals with so much control issues which is a major factor of our problem. I would really appreciate it if you could give me the names of the places that prove this type of treatment, I am desperate and willing to try anything at this stage even if it means going to another state. I wish you all the best, but remember, never never give up there is always hope and I look ofrward to hearing from you. sincerely, Lynne