Jose
Back in Jan 2010 while my wife was preagnant I started going out with a coworker it was just friendly at first. One day she made a move on me and I resisted but then she unzipped me and gave me oral for maybe 1 mnt, I felt so guilty that I couldn't even finish. About 10 day later I noticed some discharge and frquent urinating I went to the Dr and he said I had a UTI and he told me to take some antibios. I took the meds but my symptoms got worse each week. Finally after 3 months I whent back to the Dr to test for STD's incl HIV, everything came back neg-. I kept gettin UTI's for over a year then 1 day it just stopped BUT soon after I started getting shills that seemed to last days followed by breef hot flashes. On Feb 2012 (20 months later) I whent back to the Dr to test again and one more time my results were - neg. I know I should be over this by now but maybe my guilt wont let me move on I love my wife an family more than ever but I feel like they have lost me. The Dr told me that I need to talk to someone so that I can move on. I dont sleep good or eat for long periods. My little girl is 2 and I havent been able to enjoy her. Has anybody gone thru this? Will I ever be the same? Please help! -