Tessa
I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia to begin with by a rheumatologist. He couldn't find anything wrong. Next. I saw a chiropractor . Dr. Greg, my chiropractor, suspected more and sent me to a Chonic Disease Specialist. He diagnosed me with epstein barr virus, fibromyaglia, he said my yeast count was off the scale, wilson's disease,chronic fatique. I already knew about my neck and back having several bulges and herniations. I had to have one fusion in my neck 5 years ago. I'm sure I'll have some more in my neck some day when One of my arms paralyses again or whatever. I had accepted the neck and back problem, but all the rest I can't seem to accept. I cry often. When I walk I act like I'm drunk. Getting a shower or out of bed is so very painful. I give myself B12 shots every day. I take alot of herbal remedies the doctor gave me, approximately 20 different ones. Next week I start T3 for Wilson's Syndrome. I ramble alot, but I wanted to know if anyone feels they have no control over their life like I do. I just turned 40 and I can't do any of the things I used to do. My son and husband believe all the problems I'm having, but I don't think my grandmother, aunt's, or even my mother believe me. I never leave the house except to go to the doctor. I'm so tired though I never do anything. I used to never cry in front of anyone and now I even cry in front of doctor's, but the nicest thing anyone said to me when I started to cry was my new doctor, Dr.Gray. I started to cry as he told me all the problems we needed to treat. My husband said she cries all the time now, and Dr. Gray said "she's sad and scared, wouldn't you be"? He made me realize that was it, I am terrified and so very sad. I just wanted someone to tell my story to, or maybe give me advice, or maybe be my friend. Julia is my only friend, shes the only one that cared, and she's dying of lung cancer. She is an angel. I'm sorry to ramble, but I'm by myself most of the time. Thanks for being there to listen. God Be with all of you. Tessa