Steffy2k
I don't know anything about your condition, but I'm sure of one thing or two: 1)having a baby will not change the essence of you; 2)you don'tneed to give birth to be a mother. I hope with all my heart that you'll be able to conceive a child and you probably deserve to have a chid, but if it doesn't happen don't dwell on the negative aspect. You will always be a woman with or without children. And you can always have a baby without adding the extra weitght that you want to lose. I might be in the same situation for different medical reason, but I have a niece who calls me mommy when she wants something from me and that makes me happy.If I ever become pregnant that will be wonderful, but if it doesn't happen I'll use my money to travel the world with my husband and on memberships to Bally's or Living Well Lady. I do not intend to be cold, I just don't want to waste my life thinkng about what will perhaps never be. I'rather think about what I can do with whatI have. Good luck! May you have a fruitful life!