Cheri
Patrick, If you truly need help or think you do please get it. You don't say why you won't go to your parents, but if it is just that you are afraid they won't understand then give them a try. If there is a more serious reason then find another adult that can help you. (grandparent, teacher, clergy, neighbor)They should know where to go to get you the help you need. Please don't be afraid to ask someone. I will offer some prayers for you. Please post another message so I know you did get help!