Kim
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Hi I'm 15 years old, 5'1 and started out as 102 pounds. I got into the habit of throwing up what I ate because I saw skinny girls on movies do it, so I decided to try it. I know 102 pounds isn't very much, but everytime I looked in the mirror, I felt fat. For a while, I exercised every single day and I got in good shape, but once school started for me, I started eating a lot, and wasn't in great shape anymore. So one night I went in the bathroom after dinner and threw up. Ever since that one time, I couldn't stop myself from doing it anymore. I'm now down to 95 pounds, but I still don't look any different to me. I went on the internet to find some information about bulemia, and I read about all the stuff that could happen to you from the disorder, and now I'm really scared. I haven't told anyone about my disorder, but if I do, I'm scared that they'll think of me differently. I need a lot of help, please email me or reply. Thank You.