tamara
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help! in desperate need to talk with someone!!!who understands what i am going through.i have a severe case of endometriosis,and they say i am like cemnet inside, through out my abdimon it is everywhere, my organs are all glued together and have had many, many, surgerys . i have seen over 40 drs and they keep sending me to more. im tired, in pain constantly, and rarely leave my home,sometimes a month at a time, sometimes i dont eat until my husband gets home, cause i can not get up and get something to eat. it is effecting my son 9yrs and my husband greatly . he says it isnt but i know it is he has been diagnossed with stress headaches, and recently had kidney stone attack, it lasted a week and a half. finances are bad do to medical bills and my drs are saying im addictade to pain meds so i have gone for 6 months with out anyway to help relief any pain!!!!!!! i feel like im dying!!!!!! or maybe i would be better off in heaven ! im not suicidle i just wonder. i need to live for my son and husband!!!!!! my family thinks im just saying this, because im addicted according to my drs. they wont even talk to me until i quit taking it, so i did and they still dont beleave im off of it!drug atticks are liers! this is called tough love. they will not condone this behavior. thats my story.can anyone help me?