Rachel
My heart goes out to you in this situation. I too am a christian and when faced with the dilemma you are now facing found it very difficult to make a decision as to whether I should have another baby. I have two full mutation girls and did'nt find out about fragile x until I was pregnant with the second. However I did have a third and last child and she turned out to be completly normal. If you would like to email me you can do so.